World Part II

Damn LT Get Off My Back,I know you been waiting on me to post some more writings and here is a small sample of me getting back to what I need to be doing. Thanks for the push and may I continue to make you laugh. Well I posted before about being in a World all by myself. Well my friend or Working Sister I should say have made some improvements but not to where I still see her. She had me a few calls which were nice at the times that she called me but I still feel left out. I was getting on her the other day about her myspace page where she has picture of her and some other guys that we worked with here in the unit. Well I can't actually proved that they really hang out but from time to time I see them together with her and I do believe they have went out to town together. I mean the calls are great but it isn't the same when you hang out together as friends should do. I always get the saying you know I love you and I got your back but when do you really have it. That same old feeling always come back that I'm just here by myself. I'm not trying to complain about it and it does get old at times. Recently I finally came to the conclusion they hey I don't need anyone but myself,my Family and some friends back home and specially I need to have God in my Life and nothing other then that matters. I will from this point on just wish her the best for her in her life and where ever it will take her. I will not be the same person with her as I once was because I can't continue in my opinion be a sucker. LMAO that was a funny statement. I found that I do have some True Friends back home that I really didn't realize that was there for me more then I knew. Hey guys thanks for being there and the emails and the comments on myspace page it means a lot to me. For those of you who took me for granted Peace out and I hope that you read this and be careful who you screw over in the future. You have really lost a true and good friend in me.