Nothing more for me to give!!!

Well another Vessel has come and gone. I don't know how many more I can deal with before I leave here. I guess I'm getting to the point where I feel like there isn't anything more for me to do here. I know other's want to try and get me involved with what is going on here with operations but do note that I know more then you think I know. I'm also feeling the more input that I give just seems to me that no one listens to what I have to say or my suggestions. So I will say this I will just work like others until it is time for me to leave. Don't ask me for much more then that because I don't have anything else to give. My main goal right now is to take care of my Personnel and bring them back safe and sound to their Families. Some times I sit here and wonder why am I here doing what I'm doing when I should be doing other Jobs. I know that my Job here is very very Critical but you still have to wonder why?. Well enough notes for now I will be back soon to write more since the LT wants more bad writing to make him laugh. I guess you could say that this isn't a bad thing to put your thoughts down and to review them later in life.