Nothing more for me to give!!!

Well another Vessel has come and gone. I don't know how many more I can deal with before I leave here. I guess I'm getting to the point where I feel like there isn't anything more for me to do here. I know other's want to try and get me involved with what is going on here with operations but do note that I know more then you think I know. I'm also feeling the more input that I give just seems to me that no one listens to what I have to say or my suggestions. So I will say this I will just work like others until it is time for me to leave. Don't ask me for much more then that because I don't have anything else to give. My main goal right now is to take care of my Personnel and bring them back safe and sound to their Families. Some times I sit here and wonder why am I here doing what I'm doing when I should be doing other Jobs. I know that my Job here is very very Critical but you still have to wonder why?. Well enough notes for now I will be back soon to write more since the LT wants more bad writing to make him laugh. I guess you could say that this isn't a bad thing to put your thoughts down and to review them later in life.

Father's Day Care of Officers

LT. you started this. Well Sir, you got me thinking again about Officer's again today. Having Officer's around like I said before is like having 8th Graders or should we take it back to Kindergarten. Let's start with LT A, he's the Class Clown and thinks he God's Gift to the World. I mean he is alright and everything but he has his special little moments. I have been told that he has been on the Enlisted side so sometime I feel that he has to overcome something that may have been done to him in the past by someone. By him wearing his Bar's, I guess he likes to see how much crap he can get away with but Sir you don't bother me or the Troops so we will keep rolling with the punches. LT R. he thinks he is Patten in some way. Ok we know you are in charge but you don't have to overdo it. Guess that you had the wrong nipple growing up lmao. Okay now LT H. to me is like having Judge Dredd around, I don't know if you seen the movie but with him I see the TERM I am the LAW yeah OK not in this Country try again when we get home. LT T. lol you guys need to stop picking on me I'm a LT Dammit and I have rights and I will try and get my way even if I have to take you down. LT E. Yeah I might work here but hey I don't know what’s going on did you ask me a?’s. Well you need to talk to me SGT's when they are here which is like not forever oh wait they plan 4 day passes with all the Females. Good luck to you man I hope that they are not having that time of the Month at the same time. CPT R. you know I'm scared to stop picking on me and guess what chumps I out rank you now so get down give me some Push Ups. LT L. man I forgot about you after I got started on this one but I actually find you like the care taker out of the entire Officer’s sort of like being the Guardian but as you know and make sure that LT A. knows that I'm the Vessel Daddy of all.

World Part II

Damn LT Get Off My Back,I know you been waiting on me to post some more writings and here is a small sample of me getting back to what I need to be doing. Thanks for the push and may I continue to make you laugh. Well I posted before about being in a World all by myself. Well my friend or Working Sister I should say have made some improvements but not to where I still see her. She had me a few calls which were nice at the times that she called me but I still feel left out. I was getting on her the other day about her myspace page where she has picture of her and some other guys that we worked with here in the unit. Well I can't actually proved that they really hang out but from time to time I see them together with her and I do believe they have went out to town together. I mean the calls are great but it isn't the same when you hang out together as friends should do. I always get the saying you know I love you and I got your back but when do you really have it. That same old feeling always come back that I'm just here by myself. I'm not trying to complain about it and it does get old at times. Recently I finally came to the conclusion they hey I don't need anyone but myself,my Family and some friends back home and specially I need to have God in my Life and nothing other then that matters. I will from this point on just wish her the best for her in her life and where ever it will take her. I will not be the same person with her as I once was because I can't continue in my opinion be a sucker. LMAO that was a funny statement. I found that I do have some True Friends back home that I really didn't realize that was there for me more then I knew. Hey guys thanks for being there and the emails and the comments on myspace page it means a lot to me. For those of you who took me for granted Peace out and I hope that you read this and be careful who you screw over in the future. You have really lost a true and good friend in me.

Damn LT Get Off My Back,