Losing my Mind

Over the last several months my life has changed dramatically and I don't know what direction that I'm going in. I seem to hurt everyone that I come in contact with. My mind just hasn't been the same and most times I find myself lost and confused. I know the best thing to do it put my faith in the man up stairs. But even then sometimes I just don't know and how to even really go about it. I know people say pray and I do but not like I should. So as of now I'm kind of stuck and lost, hurt and more confused than ever. I will keep my head up and try to make it on the best I can until I can figure things out or my Father will show me the way.