Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Kids do we really know them

It's truly amazing to find out how much your grand kids really do love you. My Granddaughter for the last couple of years has really giving me a hard time. Most times she only gives me time of the Day when she is ready. I try to play with her and talk to her but she just kicks me to the curb. When she want to spend time with me then she does. But recently things have changed and she and her brothers no longer live with me. As well I don't live at my house anymore. Well our relationship now since we have been apart is getting stronger now and she actually ask to see me or want me to visit her all the time. Also when I do go and see her she wants to get in my truck and leave too. She is really missing her Dad right now and he is her heart as she is his heart. Just wished there was something I could do to get the kids back with their Dad. The boys want to be back with their dad just as much as she does but since living with their mother they are somewhat scared to say certain things when she is around. Even when I visit them she has to be around and watching as if someone was going to steal the kids from her. It's been hard on everyone since the mother pulled her stunt to get the kids even if it is temporary. In the end she will get her since I know the man upstairs don't like ugly and I'm not saying I'm the best in trying to prove myself to him but I love the kids. I will do just about anything to get them back where they truly belong and not with her. She is the devil and I never before wished harm on anyone until now. Not saying I want anything to happen to her at least not from me or having anything to do with me. But this test have really shown me how much the kids love me because being with them every Day I guess they just got used to me being around and knew that I was always going to be around made me feel like they didn't need me as much as I need them in my life. But that has changed and I thank God for that but not for them being with their mom. If you knew her personally then you would know what I mean. Well enough for now will be back soon to write some more......

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