Take a Deep Breath Brother II

So back to where I was anyone thinking out there for me. Now another thing is that one of the people ok gets more time off and just take days of for all kind of appointments now with the amount of days she takes off most jobs wouldn't even allow that to happen. This person I can say does special things for the job but that doesn't count to well with me with with this person gets away with. Well I think i can make it until the end of the month but this is creating more work for me not to mention the extra gray hairs it is giving me. My stress level is up and least I think it is and I need to start running more now and try to calm myself down just a bit. I'm at the point where I don't even want to go to work or even be there to do the work I do do. I feel like i need to step away but once again I am locked in for at least 5 more years. Still waiting to hear from anyone.