Don't feel good about being home

Just sitting here tonight and finally wanted to answer all who keep asking the question are you happy to be home. Well actually I haven't felt anything yet. There is no change from me being overseas. Just don't know if it will hit me soon or later. Right now just dealing with issues that I don't wouldn't have happened. But I'm a person who deals with a lot of things and other people issues. I will make it through this move and will stay strong. Had to buy a new truck quicker then I wanted to and I feel sad about that because I let someone use my truck and when I got home no one bothered to tell me what was wrong with it. I had to find things when I got into the truck and man did that really broke me down. I'm happy about the new one but it didn't leave me time to shop around like I would have. I love Red vehicles but I had to settle for a white truck which is still ok but I just love my vehicles Red. Back to work now but it don't seem the same and there are two people there doing the Job that I do. Go figure that one out . I can't believe that it takes two to do my job but after seeing what they both do it is a waste of money and people let them get away with it. I never seen a place that pays personnel to come in when they want to and when they are there they are doing school work online. Most times they are not there when you need them to be and you don't get good results out of them or you waiting for answers. I will give things another week before I start putting people into place where I feel comfortable about them being there and also the people in charge of them.