Saturday, October 15, 2011

Trust Trust and Trust

It's been hitting me pretty hard lately that no matter how much you tell a person the truth why can't they just take your word and believe you. Sometimes I find myself wondering why do I keep explaining myself when I say something and people just don't believe me. Should I even care what they think as long as I know the truth. I find that if you made a mistake in life people just don't let you live it down and it always comes back around and around. Well I'm getting to the point where I don't really care what people think anymore. I know what I'm doing and I'm staying true to myself and that's all that matters to me. I'm tired of trying to convince people and hey if they don't understand or trust me when I tell the truth, then from this point on that's their damn problem. If I tell you something then believe me not going to say it more than once again.  I'm gonna be Charles Sanders.......

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Sittng Bored.

Here on another rotation for two weeks. Just sitting here bored out of my mind wondering why did I come back here. I really enjoy the area and being around some of the people here.  Then I thought about it again and realized that a person here really needed my help to develope him into a better person. He has gain some serious knowledge here over the last two weeks.  I feel good that he will go back to work now and do bigger and better things. So I guess it was a blessing to be here to share my knowledge, thoughts and ideas that I have learned over the years.  Just wished I could spend more time with others doing the same thing and teaching, showing and demonstrating for them what they will need to be better leaders in the near future because they will need it very soon.  Sometime learning on the spot can be overwhelming at times.  Being prepared it always best in my eyes but who am I to say.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

How can anyone be this bad

How could someone make you feel so sick that you can't stand to be around them. There is a guy I work with and he just drives everyone crazy. No one wants to be around him and just about want to take him out. For three weeks now I have been dealing with him by myself so to speak since all the other staff took off on us for two weeks and on top of that I have to spend another two weeks with him. Well Friday night he had my head stressing so bad I could have taking him out myself. I know that he means well but I think he has ADA or some kinds of other ailment that takes over the brain. He really needs to be checked out to see if there is something truly wrong with him. I never seen someone who you tell over and over and he still just don't get it. I don't think he truly understands what it takes to do his job or any other job. How are we screening people these Days before hiring them. For two Days now I have cut him off I just can't even deal with him right now and wished he had stayed back. He has done a good job here this week so I wont take them from him. I know that he drives everyone crazy, but I can't even imagine if he drives his wife this crazy or how does she even stand it or deal with him. Maybe it is just me but I never had anyone stress me out like this before. I'm still pissed at the one these two weeks have turned out and I will tell you and anyone that this isn't funny being with him and for the person who actually set this up you will get yours in return one Day.