What is Wrong with People

Man I just can't figure people out these Days. Well I have a Co-Worker that I pretty much help out all the time when she has questions or needing help dealing with Computer Software. Most times she forgets her keys and I'm usually the only one that goes to her rescue. Well Today she pissed me the blank off. I had to put together a newsletter for work and I had asked for information weeks ago from each department to send out to their staff. Well one of her workers sent me some information but it wasn't nothing that I needed for the newsletter. Well all I did was send an email back requesting for information from her and two others in her department. About 10 minutes she calls me from her cell chewing me out for asking for information and didn't even give me a chance to speak and hung up the phone on me. I turned my chair around and looked at my boss cause he sits right behind me since the phone was on speakers and he heard everything. So I said to him WTF is going on with her I didn't do anything but send an email for information for the newsletter. After this what she has done she can forget about getting help from me from now on she is on her own. She will need me before I will ever need her.

Don't have an S on my Chest

How many Bosses can you work for in a Day, Week or Month. Lately I been going crazy because I have like three immediate bosses. One comes to me and wants me to complete something then the next minute another will come to me wanting to complete something. I can't do 100 things at one time. I might have an S in my last name, but I don't have an S on my Chest. So, what can you do with a situation like that? I talked to one of my bosses he was like you need to prioritize my work load and I look at him like he was crazy. I said how in the hell can I do that when I have three of you guys coming to me one after another to do something right then and there. Well what I figured out is that you can't make everyone happy so from now on I will do what I need to do when I get to it. Someone will just have to be mad with me or they can do it themselves. Oh well hate me cause right now I don't care and I'm so ready to walk out the Door and retire...

Call me a Biker Rider

You know times are hard when you must ride a bike 30 miles a day back and forth from home to work. But by the time I hit that 90 miles mark I had to rest this old body. Just starting out I don't know how those guys in competition make that long distance that they do. I know they train all year long, but you would think even after only a few miles a day I would be okay. I'm starting to get my legs under me now, so it won’t be a major deal riding back and forth if I can't afford to drive my Truck anymore. I guess in some ways it's a good thing to since I am trying to lose some pounds of this heavy frame that I have. Put the bike down for three days then went out and rode for like 20 miles. Today I didn't ride my bike since I went to run with my co- workers. Tomorrow I won’t ride since I must be in a little earlier. Wednesday I will be back on it getting my body rolling again. Wish me luck with all this riding that I will continue to do from this point on. I don't see the need in burning all that fuel now that I can use these old legs to peddle me back and forth.

First Time Failure

Would you believe after spending 26 years in the Service, I have finally failed to finish a required school? The work isn't that hard but at the same time you need to pay attention to detail. Well I failed the first test, but you know they give you a second chance. I studied for the second test as well as the school made me attend a three-hour block of instruction that night before. Going over the material that night with instructor I felt pretty good and I felt I knew the material at that point pretty good. Test time come I know I started off good been then stressed a little bit but not enough to lose control of my thoughts. Felt good when the test was done and thought I would have enough points to pass but when they came out from grading my test and showed what mistakes I did I was very upset with myself because it was so easy and just couldn't understand how I sat there and marked the answers wrong. It's two Days later now and I'm still feeling very low. I been thinking to myself how I can go back and face people who look up to you every Day for answers and guidance. So far there are some people who has supported me on this and I know I will be fine and ready to go back to that class when I get the chance to.

Searching for My Lungs

I never thought I would have ever had to run in cold weather. I was raised in Boston, MA so I thought I knew what cold weather was really like. I have also been stationed in Germany and also I felt I knew what cold was like. Well let me tell you my lungs told a different story this past Saturday here in Wisconsin. The cold here is like nothing I ever felt before. I had to run two miles for my PT Test and it was like 12 Degrees and the wind chill factor was like zero. After starting out I thought it would be nothing by the time i got quarter of a miles it felt like everything inside was expanding and wanting to jump right out my body and I couldn't breath. I bought a hood that covered my face to help out but I had to pull it down I just couldn't breath through it. Well by the time I finished the two miles I thought I was going to die. When I got back to the gym my body was so hot from the running and the added clothing I had on that when I stepped inside I went straight to the floor trying to catch my breath. It took a while for me to get it and ever since I been sick..