Trying to be Humble

It's kind of hard to be so stressed out these days with no relief in site. When you really don't have friends and when there is no one to be there for you. Even your Co-worker you thought were friends are not. It is a strange world where you can go online and meet people that treats you better then any friend you have or even had. I have met friends online lately that have giving me a new outlook and life and helps me to keep my mind in other places then to worry about day to day stuff that has no reason really to have you stressed out. It is a shame that you have people right there with you but you have to turn to the internet. Some friends say that they are there for you and really are not ever there when you need them. I have some of them even on the internet or even ones that been very very close to me. Even your Family let's you down in your time of need. I have never met family members before where you stayed in contact with them by visiting them or even calling them all the time. How come they can't do that in return give you a call or even see how you are doing. There are family members out there I haven't heard from in years but they want you to come and visit but you haven't heard from them or you don't even know if there ever think about you. Mom I know you always say don't be that way about family just giving up on them cause they don't stay in touch but sometimes but sometimes you have to draw a line somewhere and move on but there are times when those feelings do come back around so then what do you do. Do you even try to reach out again or what or just leave it alone as usual..